My name is Ing Lung and I was born in Sarawak, Malaysia on 10th November 1976. I am the eldest child in family with two brothers and a sister. I grown up in a small village and I had a very happy childhood. As I turned into teenage, I received my first wake up call that started my journey in spirituality. I can never forget that evening just before Chinese News Year, I had overwhelming feeling to speak to god. So I went to my bedroom to be alone and I wanted to know what all that feeling was about? I sat on my bed and closed my eyes. I felt into it and I started crying. I remembered I said: “Dear god in heaven… I want to know you! I want you to be in presence with me! In this Chinese News Year, I don’t want ‘Angpao’ but I just want you to be in presence with me! Yes I promise that from now on I commit to my spirituality….” (‘Angpao’ is a red envelop with money inside given by elders to children as blessing for new year and we could also use it as a form of gift, donation and to express gratitude in all occasions in our culture.) I felt such a strong relief after I prayed. Not long after, i committed to a religious faith that had been introduced to me by my grandmother when I was small child and i am still very grateful of all supports and inspirations that i received from her. I was very happy with my faith and I enjoyed all of my experience and friendships that I ever connected with through it.
After my form 5 i made my choice to go to a private college instead of form 6 in a government school. I finished my college diploma in 2 years. I started my first job in Brunei for a year more then I went to Scotland for my degree. After college I knew that I want a degree but I didn’t have enough money. But there was a very strong desire and feeling that touched me deeply to trust and honor it. I prayed to god for help and cried so many times in my prayers. I was reminded a promise through a song and thereafter I used that promise as my prayer.
“If Your presence doesn't go with us Lord we don't want to leave this place Lord we need You near As we go from here To lead us by Your love and grace May Your presence fill us every day May Your Spirit lead the way Lord to You we call Let Your glory fall And may Your presence go with us”
I am graceful with the help of friends and family, I gathered half of the money that I needed but I went anyway to Scotland.
While in Scotland, I watched a Disney movie titled Mulan. I found myself so attracted to one of the songs in that movie named Reflection.
“Look at me, I will never pass for a perfect bride, or a perfect daughter. Can it be, I'm not meant to play this part? Now I see, that if I were truly to be myself, I would break my family's heart.
Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Somehow I cannot hide Who I am, though I've tried. When will my reflection show, who I am, inside?”
I played this song over and over and over and over…..lost counts (for many years thereafter). When I listen to the song it remind me about something in me like … please know myself and … please be myself. At that time I didn’t understand what it meant to me. I felt inspired and touched when I listen to this song. Thus, it became my favorite song for many years thereafter.
After graduated, I met my wife on my first day backed at my hometown after 2 years overseas. I remembered early into our relationship I told her that someday I could be a pastor as I know within my heart I am passionate about spirituality. We got married and have kids. Since graduated, I found myself don’t like to stay in a job for too long. I felt the desire for change so I changed many jobs. I was still fairly active with my religious faith.
After many years, I felt my faith wasn’t able to inspire me anymore. I felt that it was like a routine for me and I didn’t have the sense of fulfillment like I used to have before. I remembered one evening I told my wife that my heart has burning desire but I just couldn’t know what to do with it? I decided to stay away from taking active role in all activities that relate to my faith but still be a regular sitting member. I changed multiple jobs and worked in Brunei again. At that time I have a lots of personal time as I didn’t stay with my family full time due to my work. Day by day passed, I felt something have changed gradually in me. Until one day, I slept alone while away from home, something awoke me in the middle of the night. I was overwhelmed by my feelings of emptiness, loneliness, abandonment, hopeless then fear. I didn’t know what to do? I ignored these feelings and hoped that it would come to pass. No, it didn’t. These feelings came back time after time. In one midnight as something awoke me again, I found myself couldn’t bear that feelings anymore. I cried out to God from the deepest of my heart “Dear god, why i felt I am abandoned by you and I can not feel your love? I miss your love so much!… Why? I miss you god and i want to be with you! What is wrong with me? Have i not already believed in you? I want to know why i am feeling such an overwhelming emptiness in me?” At that moment, a very familiar verse come through my head.
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”
With my tears all over my face and without thinking I replied “God, this is your promise and i will find out the answer no matter what it takes! I will seek it and knock it from my heart and soul and you must keep your promise!”
Since then, i decided to stay more open minded with regard to spirituality subjects. In 2010, I was deeply moved by the devastating earthquake at Haiti that killed more than 160,000 and displaced close to 1.5 million people. My feeling led me to watch on Youtube to look at the conditions at Haiti. I was surprised with my first search result on Youtube. I saw a video of UFOS flying over Haiti. Immediately that video has caught my attention about UFO. From then onward, i could not stop researching UFO to discover this potential truth in god’s creations.
My excitement kept me going to search for more and more about UFOs, ETs and Universe for over a year. I allowed myself to stay in open mind all the time. My research on UFOs, ETs and Universe had directed me to the mysteries of Who Am I? Where I Came From? Why I Am Here? Etc. With open mind, i was able to allow other perspectives to understand god and god’s creations. The more i research the more i was overwhelmed with the information and the more excitement of me to know more. I used most of my free times over many years to find out the truth about spirituality and myself. I also traveled and attended few courses.
Dear heart, you could imaging what I have been through. Over years of research with great passion (that burning fire in my heart), I couldn’t find someone to share my feelings and my discoveries. Most people weren’t interested and they felt uncomfortable to hear about it. I love them and respect them all as i know that these were meant for me and my Soul’s journey. I am so glad that I have honored my inner calls. I have allowed myself to experience through the changes that took place within me.
Before i end my story here, I want to share a bit about my connection with dragon. I was born in the year of dragon and I was named with dragon in my mandarin name. The meaning of my name in English translation is benevolent dragon. While into my awakening I asked onetime in my dream state "where i am from?" and I was shown with a light blue dragon. A few years later in my dream state I experienced some kind of transformation that turned my head into dragon’s head. I realized the meaning of dragon myself as the ancient one and the wise one. I am an old Soul who is one of the earliest group of angels who incarnated on Earth and started ancient Lemuria. Now, I also call myself Ing of The Dragon (Ing Dragon).